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<<<   想要忘记既定的事。只要按照自己的意愿去生活。不可能的,还有那么多我要顾忌的人。
                                                                                                                                                            
                                                                                                                                            
                                                                                                                                  

<<<   我只是想长眠在你空无一人的心脏里。从此成为爱过你的一条鱼。
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<   想起的总是你不断给我打气,让我坚持加油的话语。给我力量的并非你那些鼓励的话。而是真实存在的你。很庆幸,我们一直都是这样。无论多久没联系,见面的时候就像昨天才在一起
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<   不需要假惺惺的说我们是好朋友。每个阶段都有,总会变淡。无不例外,纯粹的感情比任何都来之不易。‘真坏人不可怕,可怕的是假好人’
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<< 发现最喜欢的人会离开你的时候,也发现最讨厌的人也没有那么讨厌。只要爱了就没有好下场,
反正活着注定不会有什么好下场。
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<   很多事情就是不公平的阿,愤怒或是消沉都改变不了。很多时候都想要绕道,但是即使眼睛闭起来,耳朵还在。虚情假意是这个世界上最便宜的东西吧。不过还好,我们之间价值不菲。
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<   改变的并非感情,而是人。不再那么关心,不再那么积极,不再那么热切,不再感同深受。
不再即使无法体会也能真心忧愁,鼓励或者安慰。取而代之的是冷漠,敷衍,无所谓。偶尔需要分享自己所在乎的事才难得看见的激动情绪。
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<   希望那些不认识你的人继续不认识你。好像这样,你就能属于我一个人。
                                                                                                                                                                    
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<   我以为就算时间冲洗的再干净,就算存在的方式变化的再离谱。有一种感情还是会真真切切的停留在某个位置。停着,停着,就停了很久。
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<   某些时候我会突然想你和你的名字,但是我却忘了我们之间所有的快乐和不快。共患难 厌倦 依赖 狂躁 冷漠 笑个不停 哭个没完 独立 痛苦 直至 终结。原来真的不可怕。如果一开始就能预订确定自己的承受力,我不再较真,没什么意思,那些和我无关的事我想我也不会再看了。
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<   我期待的是,我不说,你却还是会告诉我所有的事。而不是用排斥的口吻去拜托知情者让他帮忙保密。现在,我真的不会再说什么期待什么了。就算你的生活里没有我,我也要眼睁睁的看着你快乐。
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<  我现在每次翻你发来的短信,在对照你在现实里的态度,我就会觉得,我们真无耻。对你说过的每一句话,我都用最真诚最热情的态度与你分享。然而我们正在参与现实,我们都是现实的制造者。内部矛盾永远比外侵复杂可怕,每当听到‘现实’这一说,我都抱有发自肺腑的轻蔑与鄙视。
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<   是,我没别人好。陪在你身边是我当时能给你的全部。你也远没有我想象的那么真诚,我只是不想你也变成虚情假意中的一个。好吧,就这样吧。我也能像你一样获得坐以待毙的能力。我这次真的是,最后一次想你。
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<   真希望我不想忍的人就可以不忍,做一次彻底的坏人。心里的黑名单有多长呢,就像超市里卖的卷装保鲜袋那么长。只能对自己说“我不介意” 谎话重复一万遍就会变成真的。
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<   过完生日,我又长大了一岁长高了一截。我是说,我又长高了一点,一点总是有的。十#是不自由的,会嫉妒了,会理解了,会分析了,会小心翼翼了。
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<   想很多不会发生的事情,做很多不会为了现在为了未来的事,考虑以后的日子怎么度过。在乎钱在乎面子在乎别人说什么。只一年的时间,有人更熟悉,有人更陌生。好像就是这样就算是自己喜欢的也要承认他的缺点。我必须和你划清界限,因为我,离不开你。
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<   其实我一直在改变,你以为我还是以前的那个我么。我只是在等待你发现的那天。然后对我说别这样我还是喜欢你原来的样子。
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<   我想写什么或许你明白,或许也跟我一样不知道怎么说出口。有些话怎么说都是矫情,怎么讲都是多余。多余到话没说尽,你就感受得到语气猜得到结局。
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<  不改变也不适应,不喜欢不讨厌却也做不到坦诚。不说话不笑不哭也做不到不喜不悲,躲不过的被否定向来的耐心不足。不勇敢的人是没路可以走的,路始终是要自己走,只有自己才走的下去。错过了一个绿灯,剩下的就全是红灯。
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<   很多时候只是不知道如何表达。就好像感冒可以吃感康也可以喝热水过几天就好。
就好像天黑下来可以有灯光也可以只是闭着眼睛睡觉。从来都是手足无措然后不择手段。
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<   我累了却不能躺下。从来没有像这样的不去期待明天,已经没有什么单纯的快乐。没有任何想倾诉的对象。都他吗是假的。我只能在挂了电话后喊一声去你吗比。为什么呢,这是为什么呢。
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<   习惯了不习惯一起分担一起笑一起嚎啕大哭的日子。聚到一起的时候,熟悉的感觉又涌上来。好像我被你们拥有,好像做了坏事有你们去体谅,好像找不到自己的时候能跟你们要。我们是那种实在不行就去领证的好朋友。而很多时候,你们就是我的退路。
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<   你知道有时候明明该满足,但却不满足。于是便有了贪多不得,于是这种贪多不得成为我们矛盾的根源。嗯,我不哭不闹,我依然可以乐呵呵,没正经的嬉皮笑脸的对话,但心里却沸腾的不得了。
不要被人强迫,不要被人逼,不要被人威胁,不要的都不要。
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<   企图再次用这种方式表达对你的思念。有太长的日子里我都是一个不够坚强不够决绝的人。甚至是在与你‘相依为命’的不到一年时光里,虽然表面说着跟坚强很无所谓的话却在心里对你有莫大的依赖和寄托。
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<   我至今都能回想起来当初面对完全陌生环境时的我,是怎样一个冷淡和不自信的人。你也肯定无法想象,这样的形容如何于后来在你面前那个和你笑得死去活来哭得惊天动地的人相对应。
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<   在所能相互分享和分担的日子里,我们相互见证了对象最真实最坦白的一面。却也在日后这样的处境里,渐渐懂得固执和面前的无所谓。
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<   你也许不会懂得,我曾经有多少次希望以永远这种就没好又狗血的词语来修饰我们之间。
但终于有一天我也能够坦白的相信‘寄予太多希翼人和事总是会戏剧性的与我们南辕北辙背道而驰’
这句话。
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<   你对我而言已经既熟悉又陌生到不用再去过分揣测,不需要我去深究你的内心和情感。你已经不再真正相信我,不解释也变成我一贯的处理方式。我鄙视自己,就像我那么决绝的说出讨厌我时的情绪一样。
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<   我也还有很多特别想要或者需要分享的事你懂得,我也变的越来越刻薄 不明朗,对身边的人苛求太多,把自己的想法加诸他人。可是你知道么,每天坐在教室里看着书的一页发呆,看着他们忙碌翻书做笔记的身影发呆的时候我都会想起你。想到之前我们怎样不听老师话考试争倒数的诸如此类我们之前做过的事。
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<  一年里朝夕相处的一点一滴一定有一些是你所能记得的,也是至今的我不用刻意回忆就能想起来的人和事。那些用同一副耳机分享歌的日子,分享了无数杯牛奶和无数碗米线的日子,一起在办公室里被老师爱的教育了一整节课的日子,一起骑自行车绕到你家的日子。——都是无须杜撰便能诉说的真实也是在这样的相处中互相见证了彼此最软弱和卑微的时刻。
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<  你猜不到了对么,我从没忘记,一直都没有。我知道,没有一种忘记是我想要的,但总有一种是合适的。
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<  几年里什么都能够发生,能够相信的瞬间便是永远。为了一个故事掏空,偶尔打破沉默。
人脑的神奇使不能将你置之脑后。
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<  不管过去发生什么事情,就算是你不想提起的事,我也不在意。因为那些事,而有了现在的人。这样就够了。
                                                                                                                                                                    
                                                                                                                                                                   
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<   我变的聪明了,开始只喜欢喜欢我的人,你也是如此。我们都顺着一个方向向前溜,最后准会在一个低洼的地方看齐。我总说要坚持自己的步调,那么是路变了么。就这样,我不断更换认识的人,也不断使自己进入这些不认识的人之中去,既不悲观也不乐观,按部就班的生活。我不是不快乐。
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<   你看,你根本没有像爱他那么认真的去恨他。没有像勾引他那么费尽心机的忘记他。还口口声声说,让人家,自生自灭。多幽默。
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<   我想起最后一次的见面。那天冰冷的栏杆,沸腾的火锅。那天一边诉说一边流下的泪。变成了现在包容我的唯一力量。呐,保重。
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<   我就是个变态阿,我有很多讨厌的人,或许他们也讨厌我。那又怎么样呢,只要我喜欢的人喜欢跟我在一起我就OK了。不想接受虚假,乱七八糟的感情。要么接纳我要么一边去,我也不是好人。
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<   喜欢和你在一起笑,无论旁人看来是多滑稽多幼稚多荒唐。关系没有很复杂也没有很难调和。我可以陪你在教室外面多吃几个糖,可以陪你大步流星地向前走很多步,可以陪你度过更多希望身边有人扭过头又刚好有对方的时光。
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<  你唧唧歪歪说个没玩没了,就像卡了壳的老式磁带。你爱玩自闭好像显出你多深沉,你爱嘲讽我好像显出你多清高。还有那些保持距离的人,不知道自足底的人。你们不懂得我也是我不懂得我,那还和我较什么劲。
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<   ‘你是我重要的朋友’这样的话,到现在看来,就像是一把利刃,哪怕是一句鼓励的话,我也想不出来。只要想到那时的你,比谁都更坦诚的鼓励过我,就会莫名的烦躁。
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<  我并不害怕改变,无论是自己还是你,甚至有时候对此也抱有期待。所以,当某些天这些都变成理所当然的习惯,自然一切就只剩下坦诚。又想起来之前为了拉近我们的关系拼命的组织自己觉得温暖其实很幼稚的话,真是又无法辨识。我们常常以改变的名义选择了告别。
 
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<   不论是在哪,总有人把我当支柱把苦水全往我这倒。与对象分手,在学校挨骂,离家出走,亲人去世根本承受不了那么多情绪。不是心理医生,却听了这么多的秘密,不擅长处理情感问题,自己的事常常弄巧成拙。说那些安慰话多数都是给自己听的,想象是说给需要的那个人听的。事实上我知道根本就起不到什么作用。各种生病,会痊愈,然后乐颠颠的从我这出院。只是过渡,连稻草都算不上。
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<   你应该觉得自己很棒,因为别人无论说你好说你坏,那都是在提及你。因为他们至始至终是围绕着你的,因为他们在关注你。无论他们抬高你或者贬低你,至少你有被人谈论的资本。至于对方怎么看你,那和你本人毫无一点关系。所以,何必在乎呢,不是吗。
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<   我可以花大把的时间去执着一段感情,我也可以在一瞬间就忘的干净。我在意的是值得与不值得的过程。
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<   我厌恶你口中是非的究竟,我相信你重复说一个谎言。迂回的战术早晚有一天会玩腻。不会再陪你。也没必要说对不起。
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<   我挺怀念那时候的时光的,你还是一个笨蛋,整天说说笑笑的破解自己的生活。我们吵架,我们和好,我们再吵,我们再和。忘了哪天不知道是你先累了还是我。我们吵了之后就再也没有谁放下面子和好了。但是一晃十一年过去了。我们成了不可思议的老朋友。
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<   因为从小就知道自己不讨人喜欢,所以现在知道别人不喜欢自己也觉得正常。你们多幸福,但我不是。原来我所想写的信,永远没有像交付的对象。而我所说的话,严肃或嘻嘻哈哈。不过是想告诉自己‘嗨,你不是一个人’罢了。傻瓜,我从不担心有没有人明白。因为从没人明白过,所以说了那么多,又成了多余。
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<   一直以来都有许多话想对你说,有许多事情想要告诉你。但是我被自己的自责和担心束缚住了手脚。我明白 你我都是经历过风雨的人。我很害怕,若不是在正确的地点讲正确的话,我们又可能被彼此的防护伤到。所以一段时间以来,我选择静默。
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<   你说,时间是一样好东西。的确,它把你带到我的身边我们枕在同一个枕头上。说说笑笑,而后有彼此回忆苦楚,伤心落泪。我们分享了同一碗方便面。嗯,你还真不是盖的,味道很不错。或许这是我第一次了解到,所谓流言,是多么愚蠢而荒诞的东西。而真相一直离我们那么近。永远太远,我离开你了。不切实际的话太空洞,我不后悔。没有好朋友。
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<   只是在这里。我相信没有人在乎,你是绝望还是满怀希望。我们只是路过。你爱聊天,我爱傻笑。
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<   有一种十全十美叫做我的负面情绪你一目了然。
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<   家 学校 同学上学 放学 这里 那里 怀里 心里笑 眼泪 沉默惊喜 习惯圈子 玩笑 拥抱 手挽手
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                  

<<<   我痛恨你们,每一个。爱你们,每一个。我只是为了充实你们的,对吧。并不在意料之外的疲劳感,这样不伦不类的季节里,人人都很欠揍。我也是人,很不幸的,只是我不欠揍。我更该去死 我更应该去死 我应该去死。负罪感,厌恶感,都是我所收获到的。
                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                




本来还想写下去。素材也还有很多。可我编辑好了才发现。我用来放素材的沙发已经被抢了。


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恩,我改名字了,过来看下,支持你,

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举报 只看该作者 沙发   发表于: 2011-08-11 0
不错、、、、、、、 厄,,LZ莪的错。。莪抢早了、、、沙发不是好东西、、、

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= = 你抢了我的地盘

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举报 只看该作者 板凳   发表于: 2011-08-11 0
完工
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举报 只看该作者 地板   发表于: 2011-08-11 0
很给力。美化的很好看

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= = 他们都说我以前光发图没写些什么、是这样的么?

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这样的帖确实很漂亮
图片+自己的文字
而不是纯粹的那些图

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= = 你是说我以前PS的图片不好看咯?

丨|丨

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嗯,不错,美化越来越进步啦!

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谢谢夸奖!

花花亚美碟

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很好看

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我怎么感觉很差啊~越看越觉得不对。

   信徒.

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好看,

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好看得多看哦。~

卖了裤子来上网

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小学生的天下

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哇,,好长啊。。。

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这还长啊。还有100多图没发呢

诚信为本
猴岛助理-小L

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猴岛第一帅猴

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真不错
   軒尼°

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          搞怪        是我能给你最后的快乐          

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哇塞,精品阿.
_Star丶断弦

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真不错
  Leonard°

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给你的不够

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到处转转咯
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